I miss being head over heals in love with God. Over the past two years I’ve had my ups and downs, months where I felt very close to Him, and months where I didn’t feel close at all.
Seems like the busyness of motherhood makes it a little hard to really spend quality time in the word. Unfortunately the less time I spend with Him the more impatient I get and the more stressed I get and the more I want to sit and do nothing at the end of the day.
I keep reading some of my friends Facebook status updates and finding myself getting jealous over their relationship with Christ. Yes I have one, and yes I read my Bible every day, but I don’t spend the time researching and studying like I used to, and it shows in my attitude and outlook on life. Believe it or not I’m not always the most awesome person with the greatest attitude.
